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Soliloquy that makes me stare and stare
Staring at every corner of my body
At my body in warped reversal
In car windows and in bathrooms
Rooms with mirrors and with spoons and
Places for me to hate the valleys in my
Faces which do not match the faces
I conjure in my broken head
Heading down a road where every
Fracture is too soon too fractured too
Far gone far away far into old age
Because that’s what happens when
Being older happens and you’re older
Than all of your older friends whose craters
Lack depth and don’t require gear
To abseil down into whereas I’m pulled
Pulled into the ground in every imperfect
Infinite part of the skin on my frame and
Into the cage inside my brain that was built
Without a door

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